My daily time in the Bible doesn’t always result in profound takeaways, sometimes it feels more like a meal that I forgot I ate if I am being honest. However, I am thankful for moments that I get to drill down on a particular text and ponder what I’m reading and what the Lord wants me to see and obey as a result. As I read through the Bible chronologically I’ve been in 1 Kings/2 Chronicles most recently. This past week I read about King Asa. He reigned as king for 41 years, and he appeared to be devoted to God and good to God’s people for most of those years. However, in his last years, something changed. 2 Chronicles 16:12 jumped out at me as I read it, “In the thirty-ninth year of his reign Asa was diseased in his feet, and his disease became severe. Yet even in his disease he did not seek the Lord, but sought help from physicians.”
Is God against modern medicine? No. He’s against self-reliant hearts. C.S. Lewis said, “God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our consciences, but shouts in our pains.” God was shouting, but Asa put his fingers in his ears and quit seeking the Lord for help. Instead, he relied on his resources, connections, and access to medicine. In short, Asa trusted in himself. The rest of 2 Chronicles 16 makes it clear that this was his heart posture, affecting more than his health, but also how he approached his responsibilities as king (see 2 Chronicles 16:7-10).
If I’m being honest, I share the same heart as King Asa more often than I’d like to admit. Just like him, I’ve seen in my life that has been shorter than Asa reigned as king, how the year over year battles, successes, struggles, victories, heartaches, and mundane moments present a unique temptation that whispers to my heart, “You’ve been here before. You’ve got this.” This temptation creeps into our families, finances, careers, and relationships. If we believe this lie, a deadly drift will slowly start to wreak havoc on the very calling God has for each of us. While this tendency to trust in ourselves is easy, it doesn’t have to be inevitable.
Colossians 2:6-7 says, “Therefore, as you received Christ Jesus the Lord, so walk in him, rooted and built up in him and established in the faith, just as you were taught, abounding in thanksgiving.” We don’t receive Christ from a place of trusting in ourselves but from a place of desperate need. As Christians, we embrace and delight in the fact that Jesus Christ alone saves. This isn’t only true of when we first place our faith in Jesus, but as we “walk in him, rooted and built up in him and established in the faith.” Day after day, year after year, decade after decade, God is calling us to remember that we don’t outgrow our need, just deeper in our awareness of it and deeper in dependence upon Christ as a result. We remember our need, and rejoice in our Savior.
As I wrap this article up, my heart is particularly heavy for those of you who are struggling to trust the Lord in the midst of an onslaught of trials in your life. Sometimes our problem isn’t that we feel helpless, it’s that we don’t feel helpless enough. Coming to the end of who we are is just the beginning of coming to know all that God is for us.
Jason Waller
Lead Pastor Team
Executive Pastor of Worship & Engagement